going long from S5 NQ

Last night I tried this and we kept going down till 4 AM it was a terrible way to spend the night finally we got closer to my entry and did a small rally, i got out with minimal losses.. Well of course it shot up 15 pts. I waited for a reversal and got long rode it to the open more than making up for my loss.

We all went short at pivet or some small R number and shorted all day, by the end of the day i was up $750 o my MES shorts and down on my longs. This told me no more longs, till now.

For whatever reason, the market corrects at night taking us back up to at least VWAP aka Pivot.
You know what I think, being an ESP Mind Reader of how a Broker/Pit Trader thinks I knew the trend was massively down and even had 1000++ shares of SPXS that made $400. By the end of the day I was up $800. I'm not trying to use all the leverage i have available, just make a daily living. I have other sources of income, Consulting and medical deliveries, hot shot trucking.

So let's see if we go up tonight. Honestly I am gonna do my best not to look till 4 AM or later when going to the bathroom on a cell in the dark. To day trade sometimes requires big brass balls and a commitment to what you believe.